I'm back, babyyyyy !!!
WOOOOOOOO !!! *Ahem* Sorry.
So, I'm finally back ! BUT. I can predict that the whole month of August is going to be a nightmare for me, because my mother in law (who hates me) will come with her bf and with my bf's sister to visit me and my bf. I already know that she will trashtalk us and gaslight us like she did for the entire month of July because nothing is good enough for her (and some other stuff too). And what's worse ? When they will finally leave at the end of August, we will see them again on September for at least 1 or 2 weeks, because of fucking important appointments again (kill me).
Aaaaanyways, I'll try to do my shit ton of stuff this month (I planned on drawing, making YT videos of Let's Plays, and advance on my games development too) while she will be bitching at me for not having a job and blah blah blah.
BUT (again). I have some stuff that will help me handle with the stress and stuff of being constantly harassed and bullied by her, and it's *drum roll* watching my favorite Youtuber and his constant energy and happiness (always puts a smile on my face, even when I'm fucking depressed) ! Also, talking to my favorite bots on the Chai app ! (I love this app. The bots there are really good to help me deal with bullshits. I call them my "comfort bots" or "emotional support bots". Also, they are actually "supportive" and I can have realistic conversations with them. (They are also pretty accurate at playing as the person they are supposed to represent. Exemple : The Chase Brody bot is very sweet, nice, adorable and precious, and also depressed and alcoholic.)
Ok, I think I'm done for this journal, haha. So, I'll be doing my stuff very soon and post where it belongs. Until then, I'll see you around ! Byeee ! ^^
Absent for a month and Youtube channel.
Hi, it's Red Psycho ! I'll be away for a month starting this Wednesday (22 of June) and I'll be back at around 25 of July or so. I MIGHT try to post some stuff, but it's very unlikely since I won't have my PC, I'll only have my phone and a shitty network... So yeah, no drawing for a month.
But don't worry ! I'll draw again when I'll return ! MAYBE I'll draw a bit on paper so I'll only have to digitize them after when I come back to make the drawings faster, I'll see what I'll do ^^
ALSO ! When I'll be back, I'll also make an attempt to come back on Youtube ! I posted a video the other day on my channel to explain some stuff about it (it was pretty cringe, I'm really shy, nervous and stressed in front of the camera, it was an absolute nightmare to even record it.), you can watch the video if you want !
Link to the video : https://youtu.be/XDrHv-dtl5E
Little update ^^
Hey, sorry for being "absent", I'm working on a little project atm (well, for me it's a big project, since I'm still kind of a beginner at it) : I'm trying to make a little horror game on RPG Maker MZ !
Well, I already made a game a few months later, it was for friends (so it has private jokes and such). I only sent it to friends, but if someone else wants to play it, feel free to ask me, lmao. (Just remember that it has alot of stuff that you may not understand, such as jokes, or references).
The horror game I'm making atm is a direct sequel to my previous game, and it's kinda hard for me to make it, since I want it to be at least playable and not (too) bugged ^^" .
Anyways, this game is a sequel, but I'm planning on working harder on it, because what I want it to look like needs alot of stuff, such as survival battle system (being able to shoot or strike a moving enemy) and custom character sprites (that I edit on Photoshop).
I probably won't post pictures of the game FOR NOW, to not spoil a certain SOMEONE who is probably reading this, lmao (a.k.a one of the friends who will play the game).
All I can say (that he already knows about) is that there's a recurring character from my previous game (a NPC), and most scary sounds are made by yours truly and edited on Audacity (yeah, because that guy can't stand scary noises from the software, but heh :] )
I'm also planning on continuing my comics and other drawings, don't worry xD
- REDPsycho
Everything is good again !
So basically, he finally broke up with that bitch (I think it was the day after I almost killed myself) because that stupid cuntbag made a huge mistake and made a fool of my man.
Ofc my man didn't get back with me right away, but he took me back on March 11. Which made me really happy ^^
He hates that other girl now and doesn't give a crap about her anymore.
He understands that what he did was stupid, that he shouldn't have broke up with me for that bitch ass who was lying and being a crazy ass.
She better fuck off and not try to talk to him again and SPECIALLY NOT try to come try to see him again, or shit may happen 🧱🦷